Yes,these three words best describe my current stage.....Today am sitting on my study table with my windows closed from the Rain outside...I have tried my best to Preoccupy my self with something or other yet this anxiousness this feeling of unhappiness is not going...
At time i do tell myself about the pressure on me, i remind myself about pro and cons of not fulfilling everyone's aspirations but everytime final result is disappointment in one way or other....
I dunno if i asked so much from life, they do tell me that being practical is necessary but I ask myself for what it is!!
I failed to understand how people can be so ambitious rather greedy, i just wan a sweet loving and caring family for me...But they say its too much am asking for....I love my mom and dad lot.I dun want to be judgemental my dad has never done anything wrong to me ever, so i have no right to make him punished but ...Life's like this i guess, and i have to accept what comes because change is impossible here.....
Please give me innerstrength to overcome this hurdles.i have already wasted a precious year due to someone now i cant repeat it...I have to go and fulfill my promise to those who expect from me...
I am understanding now what they meant when they made this a proverb
' A quiet Conscience Sleeps in thunder'
Love,
Yash
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